For the first time in my life, I was open about my feelings after a breakup with a friend

We walked around and I cried like an idiot and told her everything. It really helped me a lot.

I am still hurting badly but it felt good to have her validate my feelings. I've never been strong enough to tell someone before, it was embarrassing but I hurt too much to care, and if I was left alone I probably would have done shitty things to myself

And I just can't be doing that shit anymore. Anyway, I teach this morning so hopefully I can sleep a bit more. I am feeling very raw and unprepared haha. At least my headache is gone

I fell asleep with a bag of frozen blueberries on my head haha