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Little to no friends here

I know well enough to ask myself about that, I'm mature enough for that, and it does grow tired one appears as a friend, messages you when you expressed being depressed, all supportive, and really it's a sham.

It's enough to ask yourself, why did you waste your time?

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Dainbramadge · 56-60, M
This can be a strange place.
People supposedly come here to share experiences and find like-minded people but that seems to be a rarity.
Lots of people, like you mentioned, will right two or three messages all interested in you and then out of the blue just stop writing.
The most interaction I have here is in the comments of other people's posts.
I have made a few serious posts before and have gotten some great responses from some really intelligent and level-headed people. They are here, they are just well hidden.
@Dainbramadge like grasshoppers in the forest
Dainbramadge · 56-60, M
@TryingtoLava you mean they are all being eaten by birds? LOL
@Dainbramadge 10/10 agree ;)
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@Dainbramadge Let me contrast this some, as I'm being super fair, I'm not sure a block means they are not levelheaded. I appreciate your words very well.

I do find interesting, and this is not about this person, I have made very personal friends on here in message, some don't I know, I hear, so I should remind myself of that?

I have a funny personality, I know it.. I can be sensitive, or I can pull out humour (they don't always fit together)
Dainbramadge · 56-60, M
@SW-User when you say funny personality do you mean odd?
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@Dainbramadge Appreciate your responses.
Dainbramadge · 56-60, M
@SW-User I bet you I got you beat on that.
If you are still one of those old school people with a hard copy of a dictionary, flip through till you get to odd and see my picture. LOL
A little back story.
I am severely bipolar. I am a total slave to my moods.
I can't really help how I feel and how I act according to those feelings. Most days are good but some days are really over the top. On those days I tend to get blocked often. LOL
It's one of those things that you have to do what you feel.
I like those super energetic days but I think there are probably those who would rather I didn't have them.
Like I can see today is going to be an overly chatty one. LOL
I tend to think of odd personalities is very colorful.
I think we can all agree that the world needs more color.
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@Dainbramadge Umm, no. Backstory. If I have dealt with a schizophrenic mother in law, there is really little I question? You've been good with me, and how I have seen you elsewhere, but there might exist something else in truth, we have a different acceptance?
Dainbramadge · 56-60, M
@SW-User I had a girlfriend whose mother was schizophrenic and unmedicated most of the time. Wow did that keep things interesting. LOL
I don't know if this fits here or not but I got to tell somebody this story.
So me and the boss are hanging out at work and this young kid comes in that knows the boss. They were talking about some type of mental problem the kid had and were being real vague. I think mostly for the kids benefit.
Out of the blue my boss tells the kid while pointing at me "he's crazy. I've seen it.".
I worked for him a few years ago while I was going through some major medicine changes. One day I was super hot and the next I was a complete marshmallow. He and I have known each other for about 30 years so he has seen a lot of changes in me.
It turned out the kid was also schizophrenic. The boss was coaching him on the evils of medication. He doesn't really understand mental problems well.
That was a very nice thing to say thank you.
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@Dainbramadge I appreciate the share. I can't really comment entirely. At one time with my ex's mother I was the devil, a reincarnation of the Roman empire, and how boring it was how Ontarions in their attempts of recreating. All we had was boring rural scenes, or urban centres full of sprawl. This is when she took herself of medication. The symbols were, she once had a husband Italien, her daughter part, and I'm not the one worthy of her daughter's attention. That's actually a very good translation when she was putting up a lot of hurt I had nothing to do with. I knew the stories behind from my ex.

I have a different friend, who likes to put all health issues to trauma/stress. Down to the point when my ex, with a scizophrenic mother, thought her father having cancer was a fault of him in not accepting life somewhere got the best of me.