Little to no friends here

@TryingtoLava sometimes this place feels like 3/4 of people should be there, the other 1/4 fight those who have fetishes.... My complaint here was not quite that about someone. I view this place as conversation and friendship.

@SW-User welllllll add me and look at my posts ;) its all silly media

@TryingtoLava Thanks, I try to remind myself that...

@Dainbramadge Umm, no. Backstory. If I have dealt with a schizophrenic mother in law, there is really little I question? You've been good with me, and how I have seen you elsewhere, but there might exist something else in truth, we have a different acceptance?

@SW-User I had a girlfriend whose mother was schizophrenic and unmedicated most of the time. Wow did that keep things interesting. LOL
I don't know if this fits here or not but I got to tell somebody this story.
So me and the boss are hanging out at work and this young kid comes in that knows the boss. They were talking about some type of mental problem the kid had and were being real vague. I think mostly for the kids benefit.
Out of the blue my boss tells the kid while pointing at me "he's crazy. I've seen it.".
I worked for him a few years ago while I was going through some major medicine changes. One day I was super hot and the next I was a complete marshmallow. He and I have known each other for about 30 years so he has seen a lot of changes in me.
It turned out the kid was also schizophrenic. The boss was coaching him on the evils of medication. He doesn't really understand mental problems well.
That was a very nice thing to say thank you.

@Dainbramadge I appreciate the share. I can't really comment entirely. At one time with my ex's mother I was the devil, a reincarnation of the Roman empire, and how boring it was how Ontarions in their attempts of recreating. All we had was boring rural scenes, or urban centres full of sprawl. This is when she took herself of medication. The symbols were, she once had a husband Italien, her daughter part, and I'm not the one worthy of her daughter's attention. That's actually a very good translation when she was putting up a lot of hurt I had nothing to do with. I knew the stories behind from my ex.

I have a different friend, who likes to put all health issues to trauma/stress. Down to the point when my ex, with a scizophrenic mother, thought her father having cancer was a fault of him in not accepting life somewhere got the best of me.

@Bang5luts You are welcome. I can't say it is really, just made more impression on me. What age are you? And what were your interests in music?

@Bang5luts What fits my feelings right now from KMFDM, that maybe I could use to remember, is better to this song.. and yeah it says, 'hey dialtone'. We all feel alone at times, [media=https://youtu.be/YqM_SgYl200]

@SW-User yes we do. I agree