Recognize what you have and honor it
I think it’s time to stop isolating. Its been easy to convince myself that I wasn’t because I’ve been working a lot, being around a lot of people and doing the things that I love. Those things just so happened to be riding a motorcycle (alone) hiking (alone) and yoga and working out (alone) lol.
I’ve built this perfect bubble for myself. Partly because I haven’t found trust worthy people since I moved here, until now, and partly because it made it easy to act out in unhealthy ways.
A recent experience helped me see how good of a friend I have and that makes me want to be a better friend. She has been going through a lengthy interview process with a company for months and that made me sad because I thought that we weren’t going to get to hangout as much. We eat lunch together and walk everyday, and know everything that’s going on in each others lives. She’s my best friend.
She got the job last Friday, and I don’t want to sound over dramatic but it felt pretty devastating, I’ve had a headache everyday since and have been so hungry all the time. Luckily my bosses boss contacted her and convinced her to stay, and now she’s staying. I still feel like I have an emotional hangover from it all but I’m so happy.
I’ve built this perfect bubble for myself. Partly because I haven’t found trust worthy people since I moved here, until now, and partly because it made it easy to act out in unhealthy ways.
A recent experience helped me see how good of a friend I have and that makes me want to be a better friend. She has been going through a lengthy interview process with a company for months and that made me sad because I thought that we weren’t going to get to hangout as much. We eat lunch together and walk everyday, and know everything that’s going on in each others lives. She’s my best friend.
She got the job last Friday, and I don’t want to sound over dramatic but it felt pretty devastating, I’ve had a headache everyday since and have been so hungry all the time. Luckily my bosses boss contacted her and convinced her to stay, and now she’s staying. I still feel like I have an emotional hangover from it all but I’m so happy.
36-40, M
