Wanted to share this it doesnt belong to me

Thought some of you could use it.

I used to think I was toxic. And I was. But I was only toxic because I needed a defense mechanism. I was toxic because I was made to feel worthless. I was toxic because I was always made to feel like my mere existence was a inconvenience for you. I'm not toxic to those that are kind to me. I'm not toxic those that don't belittle me. I'm not toxic to those that make me feel loved. I'm nice. I'm kind. I'm loving. I'm all of those things until I'm given a reason not to be.