Wanted to share this it doesnt belong to me

Thought some of you could use it.

I used to think I was toxic. And I was. But I was only toxic because I needed a defense mechanism. I was toxic because I was made to feel worthless. I was toxic because I was always made to feel like my mere existence was a inconvenience for you. I'm not toxic to those that are kind to me. I'm not toxic those that don't belittle me. I'm not toxic to those that make me feel loved. I'm nice. I'm kind. I'm loving. I'm all of those things until I'm given a reason not to be.

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SW-User

Toxic is such a crappy word. I see so many claiming others are toxic. What that really means to me is they don't like the person they are tagging... maybe weren't allowed to mistreat another or be controlling. Whatever the case, nobody is toxic to everyone.
As you say... many will see a better side of you.

Ambroseguy80 · 51-55, M

I’ve never considered you to be toxic 🤗

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Ambroseguy80 · 51-55, M

@mondayschild2 oh my!!!! Sounds like surgery to me. ✂️

mondayschild2 · F

@Ambroseguy80 Poor Deg💐🧻🤭

Ambroseguy80 · 51-55, M

@mondayschild2 Poor baby. His bagel may have another hole in it.

Gangstress · 41-45, F

Definitely needed this x

mondayschild2 · F

@Gangstress I've been there too but somewhere along the way I found the other side of me. And I will admit I love this woman I found so many years ago.

Fairydust · F

I understand how you feel. 🥰

mondayschild2 · F

@Fairydust As long as you are happy with the person you are, nothing can defeat you except death. Be happy!

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

I felt every word of this.

I tried being there. I just couldn't do it anymore. I just can't. When I'm not chosen then what room does it give me to stay.

She marked me as toxic and left. So be it. Its all my damn fault. I'll take it.