Day 44 and its an all time low.

Really see no way out.
Everyone hates me here. And in real life.
If i was a decent person people would gravitate to me but im clearly repulsive and a negative energy.
I hardly leave the house. I have no motivation to do anything my art sucks.
And my dental career is going nowhere.
My relationship, what relationship.
My friendship what friendships
My family relationship? What...
Some people moan here that they feel alone they have no reason to live.
But i live in isolation.
When i approach others they assume I'm either trying to date them or I'm just weird.

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Offthetop · 56-60, M

That’s a lot to deal with. Is there one little part you can tackle to start a turn-around.

ps I’m not trying to date you and I am weird.

Peppa · 31-35, F

@Offthetop you know i thought there was but i just can't find a single thing.

My mum is trying to mask it ti nit appear cold but she's fed up of me. Shes said so herself...
She is a massive culprit to my low self esteem. And now i can't get away because i can't make friends anywhere else.
I feel like im walking with a dark cloud over my head.

Offthetop · 56-60, M

[@there must be something that you cold pick off the list. What would a kind, generous friend say?

P.s. this is a time to act towards yourself as a kind, generous friend

Peppa · 31-35, F

@Offthetop my ex uses to say im in contact with people that are basically assholes. But he Turned out to be one too.