Day 44 and its an all time low.

Really see no way out.
Everyone hates me here. And in real life.
If i was a decent person people would gravitate to me but im clearly repulsive and a negative energy.
I hardly leave the house. I have no motivation to do anything my art sucks.
And my dental career is going nowhere.
My relationship, what relationship.
My friendship what friendships
My family relationship? What...
Some people moan here that they feel alone they have no reason to live.
But i live in isolation.
When i approach others they assume I'm either trying to date them or I'm just weird.

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Picklebobble2 · 61-69, M

Come on now you're just in a slump at the moment. It'll get better !

It's hard work being independent isn't it !
But you're doing it !!

Peppa · 31-35, F

@Picklebobble2 its never ever ever been like this before.
I dont know what to do anymore

Picklebobble2 · 61-69, M

@Peppa What are the biggest challenges ?

Peppa · 31-35, F

@Picklebobble2 oh where do i start. I guess right now my low confidence and inability to relate or engage with people my own age.

Picklebobble2 · 61-69, M

@Peppa You always come across as confident on here.
What's causing you to doubt yourself ?

Peppa · 31-35, F

@Picklebobble2 im really struggling to think straight atm. Please forgive me.
I had a good meal last night i should ne full of beans. Rice salmon and veg.
Maybe its the broken sleep.

Picklebobble2 · 61-69, M

@Peppa Why aren't you getting your sleep ?

Peppa · 31-35, F

@Picklebobble2 i have no idea i wee before bed but always wake up at around 1 and or 4am.
Then the alarm goes off at 6... I have no routine which is probably why.
Even yesterday i planned to iron then stick some vinyl on the window, i started but gave up ironing half way through.
My energy is so rubbish.
But this might be why

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Picklebobble2 · 61-69, M

@Peppa Routine is a good one. Especially in times of stress. It gives you something you can rely on when everybody/thing else let's you down.