Day 44 and its an all time low.

Really see no way out.
Everyone hates me here. And in real life.
If i was a decent person people would gravitate to me but im clearly repulsive and a negative energy.
I hardly leave the house. I have no motivation to do anything my art sucks.
And my dental career is going nowhere.
My relationship, what relationship.
My friendship what friendships
My family relationship? What...
Some people moan here that they feel alone they have no reason to live.
But i live in isolation.
When i approach others they assume I'm either trying to date them or I'm just weird.