I do not know why I started to black out and not just sleep at night!
Like I noticed I can't remember much from the period before my sleep and no I was not drunk!
For example, I can't remember if I took kitties with me to the bedroom, or if they came later.. and if they came later, was I still awake? I have no idea..
I had to sit down and remember hard that yea I did not take them with me, and that when I went to bed I heard them playing in the living room and would call out on them to see if they would come but they didn't.
Don't remember much after that.. but I think they just came after I slept and slept beside me on bed which is where i found them when I also briefly woke up around 2 am..
It is weird though how much I don't remember the period that preceeds sleeping.. or maybe I got used to staying in bed for prolonged period of time until I fall asleep so I am finding healthy instant sleeping weird now 🥔🤷🏽♀ especially that I find myself actually falling asleep on the couch before i go to bed, which was not my norm..
For example, I can't remember if I took kitties with me to the bedroom, or if they came later.. and if they came later, was I still awake? I have no idea..
I had to sit down and remember hard that yea I did not take them with me, and that when I went to bed I heard them playing in the living room and would call out on them to see if they would come but they didn't.
Don't remember much after that.. but I think they just came after I slept and slept beside me on bed which is where i found them when I also briefly woke up around 2 am..
It is weird though how much I don't remember the period that preceeds sleeping.. or maybe I got used to staying in bed for prolonged period of time until I fall asleep so I am finding healthy instant sleeping weird now 🥔🤷🏽♀ especially that I find myself actually falling asleep on the couch before i go to bed, which was not my norm..
36-40, F
