This workout and the music associated with it have fond memories..

I stumbled across this workout around end of 2021. I used to do it secretly in my bedroom, I say secretly because even something as simple as doing a workout I felt uncomfortable to be seen by my family. Don’t ask why. My mother would just give me weird looks if she saw me doing anything other than sitting on my bed, which made me feel very uncomfortable. Funny I open the comments section and I see someone talking about doing it secretly in their room lol. My room was also soooo crowded, and there was not space for me to do it properly. I remember thinking to myself, wtf even doing a simple workout which is supposed to be a stress reliever and an energetic activity makes me feel like I am robbing a bank or something.

Then I tested positive for covid around the same time and because of my “fancy” job (wasn’t really that fancy but gave me a certain status in the country) I was booked a 5 star hotel by the government to isolate.. which to me was not a lockdown, on the contrary, it was the absolute ultimate freedom, believe it or not. I was locked in a room, only I could go out to the balcony and it felt like I was sooooo free, away from all the judgmental eyes. I was dreading the day I will be back. Anyhow, what does this have to do with the work out?

Well I used to do it maybe twice or three times a day! Not sure what it was. On one hand I dis not want to gain weight being in my room all the time, but mainly because I was alive, and felt free to work out without feeling watched. During that time, I had realized I must go ahead with my plans. The taste of fake freedom made me realize it. I used to think that while moving to this music and workout. Now every time I play it in my condo, I can’t help but remember all of it as if it were yesterday.