Life, sleepless and violent dreams
I woke up at 3:30 am last night on my senseless deadbeat brother calling. I guess because I removed WhatsApp which was the one linkage to my family.. they figured, she doesn’t want to talk to us through WhatsApp, the only logical explanation is that she must be dying to talk to us on the phone then! I mean, what other explanation could there be!!!
My friend: did you call him back?
Me: No. I cursed him for waking me up and then blocked him along with the rest of the family who hasn’t tried to call me yet, but just in case, and then tried to sleep again!
Of course I couldn’t sleep until four hours later (I already have sleeping issues!) and when I slept, I had a dream that I woke up and went to the living room and was surprised that the balcony door was open (when I closed it in real life before I went to sleep) then I found my other brother inside, and he told me that my mother let him in (the logic, my dead mother let him in!) I had a fight with him, I think I hit him (my dreams became violent) then kicked him out. I thought it was funny though how my brother called and then I hit my other brother in the dream for no fault of his own lol I think the reason for this appearance was because I blocked him and took turns cursing everyone when I was trying to sleep back. But then why him specifically and not another sibling? Well I guess a couple of weeks ago I dreamt of my other siblings getting into my condo and then I fought them and kicked them out, so it was his turn this time, makes sense? Long story short, I did not sleep and when I slept for like an hour, I had weird dreams.. Ironically I discovered I forgot my condo door open in real life which is very weird because it is one of the checks we do before we sleep.
I had a meeting with a client at 9 am. If it were not for that meeting I would have slept in, and logged in a bit later for work. Client was saying stupid things, it is amazing how I was able to control my temper. The call ended funnily with the client asking me to just “trust them” on what they were saying, the reason why it is funny because we are auditors, that is the dumbest thing you could say to an auditor.. but I had even darker humor, in my head I was like, I don’t even trust my family, you want me to trust you!! But that was indeed a funny moment that made me chuckle through the day.
My friend: did you call him back?
Me: No. I cursed him for waking me up and then blocked him along with the rest of the family who hasn’t tried to call me yet, but just in case, and then tried to sleep again!
Of course I couldn’t sleep until four hours later (I already have sleeping issues!) and when I slept, I had a dream that I woke up and went to the living room and was surprised that the balcony door was open (when I closed it in real life before I went to sleep) then I found my other brother inside, and he told me that my mother let him in (the logic, my dead mother let him in!) I had a fight with him, I think I hit him (my dreams became violent) then kicked him out. I thought it was funny though how my brother called and then I hit my other brother in the dream for no fault of his own lol I think the reason for this appearance was because I blocked him and took turns cursing everyone when I was trying to sleep back. But then why him specifically and not another sibling? Well I guess a couple of weeks ago I dreamt of my other siblings getting into my condo and then I fought them and kicked them out, so it was his turn this time, makes sense? Long story short, I did not sleep and when I slept for like an hour, I had weird dreams.. Ironically I discovered I forgot my condo door open in real life which is very weird because it is one of the checks we do before we sleep.
I had a meeting with a client at 9 am. If it were not for that meeting I would have slept in, and logged in a bit later for work. Client was saying stupid things, it is amazing how I was able to control my temper. The call ended funnily with the client asking me to just “trust them” on what they were saying, the reason why it is funny because we are auditors, that is the dumbest thing you could say to an auditor.. but I had even darker humor, in my head I was like, I don’t even trust my family, you want me to trust you!! But that was indeed a funny moment that made me chuckle through the day.
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