Are you unable to comprehend that you grew up? And if yes, are you the youngest in your family?

Sometimes I look at my life and I get scared especially if I am making major decisions.. Maybe because I lived most of my life unable to make decisions or maybe because I am the youngest in the family and for the longest time I was treated as young even after I grew up and was carrying the responsibility of the house 🥔🤷🏾‍♀️