i wish pants were more absorbent

i don't really want diapers (for this, at least), i just want pants that can hold most of my pee before overflowing. i love wetting myself and watching the wet spot grow on my pants, but it always feels like it's only a few seconds before i make a big puddle on the ground and if i don't want to clean up the puddle, i can only pee for a few seconds (assuming i can even stop myself then) and i barely get to enjoy it. if anyone here has wet in pants that are particularly absorbent and/or can hold a lot of pee, feel free to let me know and i may have to look into them!