Sometimes I want to have an ontap online relationship. But I won't cos it's cheating and would be short lived. [I Fantasize]

My current relationship is long distance and I've been thinking for a while thatI need a lot more interaction. I don't want anyone else, this guy is amazing, I just want more interaction. It's so frustrating. I'm very selective of who I date or interact with, not because I'm in a position to be picky, it's because not many can be trusted to understand me.