I Fantasize About Being a Woman

Fantasizing... When I, as with a select group of people, fantasize about being a woman, I often times take a realistic approach to the entire subject. I don't picture myself as one of the girls that you would see on the cover of Cosmopolitan or any of those other magazines; no, I instead envision myself as my current equivalent. Instead of being a size four, I am a size 18, instead of having perfect features I am able to envision myself with minor flaws that don't take away from the beauty or mystique but add to it in a unique way that makes me who I am. This makes it seem a little more real, not just some far off day dream that does not seem unobtainable.
What helps? Having somebody else to help me envision what it would really be like, hearing it in their words as opposed to just mine. It makes a world of difference and makes the illusion all the more real. Thinking of it as real helps to envision it as real, even if you know that it is just an illusion, it helps to make the illusion more believable.