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Harmonium1923 · 56-60, M
@DancingStarGoddess Depends on the moment?
@Harmonium1923 came "sort of" close, in my younger days, but also i've always wanted to do things that brought the sort of perks that come with it, but not the attention... i'd want to be as anonymous as possible. i can sing, but have always wanted to be a background singer... when i still had the nimbleness of hand, i wanted to play as part of a full orchestra, the art i do, i make under another name. even the modeling i did, i used another name. sure it was my face, body etc but i didn't like what came with it. For me it was always something beautiful i did for others to enjoy and then i went back to the drawing board. The attention gained, especially lots of it always makes me very uncomfortable. i am not sure i could handle such things when i am such a lover of peace and solitude. lol.



