My real life is bad than my online life .

That is why I stay away from friends , but then I feel lonely as well .

There is nothing like online life , it is an illusion .
The internet friends are fake , even though we may give heart to them .


It is good my grandmother is alive , it is more fun with her ,
than talking to my friends , they surely notice my status , bank balance , profile and partner .

Friends are like mirrors , and I feel ugly .

Not that ugly which Americans , Canadian , Turkish call , they are racists . That is why online life is an illusion .


Real life is good , there is loneliness , but there is value in it .

It only makes me depressed , however , and my only friends are my birds and turtle , for the girlfriends left .