Infertility. Pain. Hope. Faith. Struggle. Love.
This is our story right now.
It’s hard to even find the words sometimes. But I’ve reached a point where holding it all in is just too heavy.
My husband and I have been trying to conceive for what feels like forever. Month after month, test after test, prayer after prayer — all followed by heartbreak. Watching time pass while our dreams stay just out of reach. The silence that follows each negative result is loud, suffocating even. It breaks us in ways that are hard to describe.
Infertility doesn’t just affect your body. It affects your heart, your mind, your spirit — and yes, your marriage too.
We love each other deeply, but this journey has taken a toll on us. There are arguments that never would’ve happened if we weren’t carrying this invisible weight. There’s tension, hurt, guilt, and frustration — sometimes directed at each other when really, we’re both just hurting. It’s hard when the one person you love most is also the person who’s grieving with you… because you each feel powerless to fix it.
We never imagined our relationship would be tested in this way. We never thought we’d be sitting on opposite ends of the couch, both silently crying, not knowing what to say to make it better. We never expected this to be our story.
But through it all — the tears, the pain, the questions — we still have hope. And we still have faith.
We believe in God’s timing, even when it’s hard to understand. We believe that there is purpose in the waiting, even if we can’t yet see it. And we believe that love — real, messy, honest love — is worth fighting for. Every single day.
We pray. We hope. We cry. We hold onto each other even when it’s hard. And we know we’re not alone, even if it feels like it sometimes.
To anyone else walking this painful road: we see you. We feel what you feel. And we’re with you in this — heart and soul.
Please keep us in your prayers, and know that if you’re struggling too, we’re praying for you as well. Because this journey, while painful, is also shaping us. It’s deepening our faith, our love, and our resilience — even on the days when we feel like we’re breaking.
This is hard. But we’re not giving up.
One day, we believe this pain will make sense. Until then, we hold on. To each other. To hope. To God.
❤🙏
It’s hard to even find the words sometimes. But I’ve reached a point where holding it all in is just too heavy.
My husband and I have been trying to conceive for what feels like forever. Month after month, test after test, prayer after prayer — all followed by heartbreak. Watching time pass while our dreams stay just out of reach. The silence that follows each negative result is loud, suffocating even. It breaks us in ways that are hard to describe.
Infertility doesn’t just affect your body. It affects your heart, your mind, your spirit — and yes, your marriage too.
We love each other deeply, but this journey has taken a toll on us. There are arguments that never would’ve happened if we weren’t carrying this invisible weight. There’s tension, hurt, guilt, and frustration — sometimes directed at each other when really, we’re both just hurting. It’s hard when the one person you love most is also the person who’s grieving with you… because you each feel powerless to fix it.
We never imagined our relationship would be tested in this way. We never thought we’d be sitting on opposite ends of the couch, both silently crying, not knowing what to say to make it better. We never expected this to be our story.
But through it all — the tears, the pain, the questions — we still have hope. And we still have faith.
We believe in God’s timing, even when it’s hard to understand. We believe that there is purpose in the waiting, even if we can’t yet see it. And we believe that love — real, messy, honest love — is worth fighting for. Every single day.
We pray. We hope. We cry. We hold onto each other even when it’s hard. And we know we’re not alone, even if it feels like it sometimes.
To anyone else walking this painful road: we see you. We feel what you feel. And we’re with you in this — heart and soul.
Please keep us in your prayers, and know that if you’re struggling too, we’re praying for you as well. Because this journey, while painful, is also shaping us. It’s deepening our faith, our love, and our resilience — even on the days when we feel like we’re breaking.
This is hard. But we’re not giving up.
One day, we believe this pain will make sense. Until then, we hold on. To each other. To hope. To God.
❤🙏
