It's really hard to lose a parent. I lost both of mine the week I graduated high school. I'm so sorry for your loss. Dont let anyone rush your grieving time or tell you how to do it.
I feel for you. My own dad is at the end of his life. I'm trying now everything that I know about to make his existance as an old man of 88 as nice as possible. Reduced my work to part-time just to have more time with him, etc. You're in my prayers
I am sorry for your loss, my sincere condoleances! It helps to remember the good moments, it will take time. If ever you just want to chat, you can message me, remember the time difference I will always reply
I'm sorry. Grief sucks!!! I've lost both of mine, and I found regardless if it's expected [ie terminal cancer] or unexpected [heart attack] it's always difficult.