Useless in life
Another reason I'm useless . I could never be like my dad. He wanted me to work on building sites/ construction. I never had interest in that sort of thing. I was not built for that type of thing. I was not interested in plumbing...or electrician.
In my mind I always thought I would make tons of mistakes.. and Ive heard before how guys get treated like shit In these type of jobs.
So my dad didn't like this.
Made me feel stupid for doing what he wanted me to do. He was at me for a long time about it.
I still have it in my head even after all these years .
The rest of my family knew these jobs were not for me. But my dad didn't care. He criticized ....talked down to me. Hated everything I did. Looked for any reason to say anything to me.
In my mind I always thought I would make tons of mistakes.. and Ive heard before how guys get treated like shit In these type of jobs.
So my dad didn't like this.
Made me feel stupid for doing what he wanted me to do. He was at me for a long time about it.
I still have it in my head even after all these years .
The rest of my family knew these jobs were not for me. But my dad didn't care. He criticized ....talked down to me. Hated everything I did. Looked for any reason to say anything to me.
