I got yelled at by my grandparents earlier today because they think I’m selfish and only think of myself.
Warning: long rant.
Look I’ve had it hard okay. My parents are both gone and everyone in my family are on my ass for my behavior and my rudeness. I was complaining about my ex friends being selfish and rude for cutting ties with me. They know what happened and they were explaining to me bluntly that they don’t blame them for walking away from me because of my ugly attitude and whiny behavior. My grandma said, “Well you yell at people for being rude and ignorant when YOU ARE the one that asked for the truth and you get angry and scream at them every time. You do the same thing to some of us and you know we will not put up with your nonsense. Quite frankly, I don’t blame them for ending the friendship with you. You’re just impossible to be around with sometimes. You always talk about the woman that abandoned you and didn’t give a rat’s ass about you.”
They have to understand that I’m autistic and I’m mentally ill. My grandpa was fed up, got in my face and said, “And you need to stop with these damn excuses! Quit using autism as an excuse! That doesn’t give you a free pass of acting like a jerk! Your parents death isn’t an excuse for that. Your dad would’ve put you in your place after you saw you act this way! Don’t you understand that the way you’re behaving it’s unacceptable and hurting everyone you love? You had amazing and honest friends but you took that for granted and push them away!” I tried to speak but he kept interrupting me rudely.
He told me the problem was I didn’t get it and I’m so slow at understanding this problem.
My grandparents really know how to make me feel bad and now I can’t even sleep. They refuse to speak to me now.
Look I’ve had it hard okay. My parents are both gone and everyone in my family are on my ass for my behavior and my rudeness. I was complaining about my ex friends being selfish and rude for cutting ties with me. They know what happened and they were explaining to me bluntly that they don’t blame them for walking away from me because of my ugly attitude and whiny behavior. My grandma said, “Well you yell at people for being rude and ignorant when YOU ARE the one that asked for the truth and you get angry and scream at them every time. You do the same thing to some of us and you know we will not put up with your nonsense. Quite frankly, I don’t blame them for ending the friendship with you. You’re just impossible to be around with sometimes. You always talk about the woman that abandoned you and didn’t give a rat’s ass about you.”
They have to understand that I’m autistic and I’m mentally ill. My grandpa was fed up, got in my face and said, “And you need to stop with these damn excuses! Quit using autism as an excuse! That doesn’t give you a free pass of acting like a jerk! Your parents death isn’t an excuse for that. Your dad would’ve put you in your place after you saw you act this way! Don’t you understand that the way you’re behaving it’s unacceptable and hurting everyone you love? You had amazing and honest friends but you took that for granted and push them away!” I tried to speak but he kept interrupting me rudely.
He told me the problem was I didn’t get it and I’m so slow at understanding this problem.
My grandparents really know how to make me feel bad and now I can’t even sleep. They refuse to speak to me now.
22-25, F
