I wish I had a family so I could die and my son wouldn’t have no one,

@kodiac I think any ((good)) parent would die for their kid… that’s not what she’s implying though. I’m confused as to why you would ask a suicidal person that 🤔

@kodiac Yeah I get it. Living this way, I’m already giving my life for him. So yeah, what do I matter.

@WaryWitchWandering I get what he’s saying. He’s been through a lot and lost his parents too. I really do get it, I just wish i didn’t have to die this way.

@RebelFox my point is if you'd die to save him ,then why not live to save him. If you die he will end up in foster hell and no one should ever have to live in foster hell.I spent 14 years there and it's not what you want for him

@WaryWitchWandering See my response to the op

@kodiac of course not, and yes I understand that.

It sure does feel shitty to lay here all day with a fever, crying and barely able to cook a proper meal. He’s been playing video games all day because I can barely move. How is my sadness and health affecting him? His dad can’t walk, and he doesn’t even want to be around him anyway. I have no one to call, no where to go, except cry in front of my kid. This is hell too.

I’d never leave him, I say that every time I mention my pain. But how am I supposed to let this pain out if not on here? We have no one.

@RebelFox I hope my response didn't come across as cold it was meant to be supportive. I do understand how being alone makes things a lot harder ,been on my own all my life . If there was a way I'd come give you those hugs.

@kodiac I understand now… sorry 😞

@WaryWitchWandering No worries it was my wording that sounded bad