How do you cope with an controlling dad ?

My dad seems controlling and abusive, I have a limit to what I’m aloud to eat but that’s not too bad as I have an ed. I’m not aloud to watch tv until he’s gone to bed. He’s always shouting at me and swearing and calling me names and threatening to hit me and kill me all crap like that. He keeps saying I’ve never been through anything at all and I have no reason to feel depressed and that my feelings are a load of crap. I’m not aloud to even cry or get mad as he says I’m being pathetic. I’m not aloud to talk about my problems but I have to be forced to listen to his. I’m not aloud to move out. He’s even hidden the toilet paper from me. He won’t take me anywhere without moaning. He always takes other people’s sides and never mine. He won’t allow me to have my own opinion.He blames everything on me. He says Also , my aunty brought me some bread yesterday and she said it had cheese in it and my dad told me that so he said he will eat it. He frozen it and got it out today and I read it and found it was vegan tiger bread and I told him it’s vegan it’s what you buy me look there’s no cheese. My aunty has bad eye sight so she must have misunderstood it. My dad said I can’t have it and its now his and I said ok but I rather you had let me had a look so I could decide if I wanted it or not. And he said i get too much and it’s now his even though my aunty brought it me. Now he’s gone off on one at me. I wasn’t mad as I couldn’t have the bread I was annoyed by the fact he doesn’t seem to let me have anything. Also , he won’t help me with getting back into college he won’t help me complain to someone about it or get them to change their minds. I’m not aloud to do modelling ethier.