My mother is old and I don't know how to forgive her. I almost made her cry today.

She's just grumpy. Look inside yourself, deeply, try to find that place inside you where you can imagine being her. It isn't easy for all of us to do. Let go of anything she has done to you. Clear your mind and imagine yourself as if you were her, not yourself being in her shoes. Something totally different. Make sure you are alone without distractions and breath slowly and deep breaths. Concentrate on imagining yourself being her abs going through things she has told you as you were growing up. Imagine how you might react if you were actually her. Then get her away from all other distractions. Touch her hand and tell your mom that you truly love her and the explain how you have done these things I told you to do and tell her how it made you feel and how you might have reacted if it had actually been you. I hope this help @Miram. 😊😇