how can i deal with my mum getting older

[c=BF0000][i]i'm in my mid 40s now and my beloved mum, who i am very close to is elderly now and she's getting older..i live alone and still rely on my elderly mum and dad for support, especially my mum....my mum and dad live an hour away by car now...and i'm here all by myself dealing with difficult psychological problems.

i'm scared of a time when my mum won't be around, i don't think i could cope and would do myself in by cutting my throat, i couldn't bare the thought of having to carry on without my mum...but i know she wants me to be strong for her, come what may...i mean.. how can i? i'd be devastated without my mum and her support.[/i][/c]

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Raaii · 22-25, F Best Comment

same thing I fear the most
Growing up I've very very few people I'm close with
I always stay in contact with my grandma and now she's old
It hurts when I think about this topic
And I can't even tolerate when others here at home speak on this matter
When someone discusses abt it I feel like crying
I'm crushed
It'll be impossible
I can't imagine I'll live after hr
Like she has been there since the start of me
And now I'm here and
It's only good when she's here
Call me selfish
But it'll be the biggest blessing if I die before
Sorry you asked a question but instead of helping I just wrote out here 🙍‍♀️

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