A peaceful calm came over me today

So at bowling it was boys against girls but the girls wanted my buddy to be on their team. They thought he was cute lol.

I didn't bowl I helped the kids get back and forth to the restroom, get drinks and pizza and occasionally I even filled in a few times for somebody who was taking too long to come back.

But the thing that got me that really got me was watching Joel and my buddy with our kids. My kids. It brought it here to my eyes to see. Something came over me and like I said it was peaceful and calming. At that moment I realized that no no matter what happens to me down the road that my kids are going to be okay with them. They will be loved, well cared for and raised exactly how I want them to be. They will everything that they ever need in life. Even if I won't be around to give it to them. It's what I've been struggling with the last few days and today I am okay. Because they will be okay