It could of been worse

But it could of been better.

They two parties were ok. The first was a simple party at the families house. Pretty much just snacks and cake and opening gifts. All the parents there know me and i only had a few outbursts.

The second was a outboor party with bbq and a bounce house. I do better outside. I can be off by myself easier. The kids had a blast.

Then we headed off to the skate party.

My boy talked me into skating. I only feel a few times. Lol

I had a few outbursts there thankfully the music was loud. One mom wasn't happy about it and informed me people like me should not have kids. That hurt a bit. Im not gonna lie ive thought this many times. I worry how it will be when they are older. Will they still want me around. Or will they become embarrassed of me.