Motherhood right now is waking up at 4am feeling scared and alone and sneaking out of my hotel room to go cry in my car so my children don't hear me.

I’m truly sorry. Hang in there. I don’t understand why we must be so strong but it does bring them confidence I suppose.
I don’t know.
I felt loved and cared for.that was nlenough for me. Think about what brings you the most peace? Feeling loved. When I was alone, I believed in only God, and he taught me to love myself, and others. May you find peace of mind in your situation

It matters that you care 🖤✨

{@mamagonemad] sorry to here this 😞 i think most mothers have felt like this one time or another but i am not dismissing what you say lightly by your comment you are struggling to cope and may need some form of help or guidnce

It's crazy hard to be strong all the time. Everyone expects you to do it though, motherhood is one of those jobs where you feel like you are never winning no matter what you do!

Why don’t you go to a shelter centre ? Where you can get more help