I've been on maternity leave so long, it's hard to believe I'm still employed

But I have the paid time off hours for it. Enough to where I could take time off until the beginning of next year if I wanted to. I just might. I can already tell it's going to be hard not being with Lucas all day. But I'll worry about making those arrangements when the time comes. Tbh, I thought being a stay-at-home mom for a time would get to me by now. Whenever I would take lengthy periods of time off from work before, I would get real antsy just being at home all the time. I suppose it's quite different now that I have my son who needs his momma. 💖