@SW-User I’m still finding it so hard trying to remember positive memories of her without getting slammed with memories of those awful final days. Gets so painful that at times I just try to direct my mind away from thinking about her at all and I hate that. Of course Mother’s Day coming up on Sunday certainly isn’t helping.

@OlderSometimesWiser I completely understand. It's not fair. It was so ugly. And for a Mama who deserved all the love in the world.

@SW-User Absolutely. Big, big hugs to you. I get it, and sadly I know that you do too. 🫂

@LifeIsShort What's your story? :) If I may ask

@ElizaJane Is it wisdom? This form of solitude that isn't by choice. Or is there something wrong with us?

@Casheyane I think there are just some parts of life you are meant to go through alone. It IS the ultimate freedom, so I embrace that part.
If you are a social person, Your solitude won't last, so be great to yourself and learn what you can while you have the space to think for yourself!
But I also think it's ok to be not very social, which is where I am. I'm just not very good with people and don't kick myself around about it anymore. Llfe is full of lots of other good things.
Best wishes, stay strong!

@CrazyMusicLover How long have you been doing it now, and why if I may ask?

@Casheyane I wouldn't say I'm completely friendless or without emotional support though. I just lack real life connections, going out and face to face conversations with friends. I've been more or less like that since 2020. I met some of my friends now and then but it's usually twice-three times a year. I could really count on one hand how many times I went out with some friend in each of the last 4 years.

@iamnikki For how long now? I kinda feel...I'm breaking.

@Casheyane Years. I feel the same way. But I just have to remember that I've survived my worst days, so that means I'll continue to survive, as long as I don't give up. You can inbox if you'd like.

@Thevy29 Some people tend to rely on animals. But while it seems cute, animals are not humans. That's fact too.

@SW-User Same. Hugs

@Casheyane You have to wade through the BS

@uncalled4 That BS is like a freaking maze the size of an entire country.

@Casheyane Yes. I'm pretty lucky.