do you believe some people are just not met to be in relationships? am I one of them?

My parents divorce 4 months (in 1987) after I was born and were always fighting until my father passed away in 2003

I started watching porn when I was 6

grew up with male siblings who made poor choices with women

always been a drama queen magnet

I only had one relationship in my life and it was short and not meaningful

I been frequent strip clubs since I was 18

all the sexual stuff I do 90% of the time is either with strippers or other sex workers