I Think I Want a Divorce

So I guess I was too quiet today for spouse liking and he kept asking me what's wrong. I kept saying nothing was wrong. Just have a lot on my mind. And he was like "like what, you want to divorce me?" And I said it had crossed my mind. I wanted to move out and live on my own. I requested space. I didn't want to be the household maid that no one paid any attention to until the coffee ran out or something else ran out. I feel scared and relief at the same time. I told him I'm going to change my life since I do not like it. He kind of just went to go use the computer, something he doesn't do at night. I just pray I erased all the history. I'm pretty sure I did. Anyway. Just a relief. I want this new life so bad. I understand that he thinks he's being used. I get a full time high paying job and next thing I'm asking for out. But I couldn't get out with zero income?! Like stability has to come first.