I Am Getting a Divorce

So she came over to try to make peace (had to do with asking for things....)

I'm not gonna hurt her, it looked like she was barley able to ask me for that. She's a soft spoken person, and I'm a straight shooter. Its almost like "she's left" and "i'm right" politically. She's balling her eyes out, I'm blank, have been blank for a while now.

She's still crying, i calmly re-organize the screaming, and crying to an statement or question she's looking for, and during all this I only wonder so god damn much what the hell I'm doing and I wonder if other relationships communications are like this.

I feel like i'm saying nothing new to anybody, and that kinda the poetic justice for me. Nothing to learn, just pain to forget and wash away. Time for my next move.