I Am Separated, Soon to Divorce

I am not sure where to begin. I have been married for 24 years and separated for almost 2 years. It's done. I have a 5 year old boy that just wants us to all live together and does not understand all this. The guilt and burden I carry for him is immensely painful and im not sure where to turn. I am a Christian and I believe God will help ... that is a different battle i fight. Surrendering is hard. I would enjoy any and all conversations... Talking is a huge help for me. I would love to say I could do this somewhere other than the internet but I'm just not in a position to do that. I need help I know and a friend or two.