I Am Getting a Divorce

I thought I was over it. The pain, the hurt, the remorse. But I am struggling. Everyday I am struggling to find a reason to live. To move forward. To forget the memories of my life. My family and my kids. I miss them all so much and it hurts. God please hear my prayers and make it not hurt so much. I am so sad. I am so alone. I am devastated. I have lost everything I own. To the heartache. To the tears, to the poison the usurps my veins. Please god, make it not so painful. Make it not so bad. I beg you. MAke this end.

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Atticus · 61-69, M

I'm sorry you feel so much pain my friend, I feel the same way. On the eve of our 34 anniversary she said "I want a divorce" instead of happy anniversary and out of the blue. later I found out she was "loving thy neighbor". It hurts, I know but please don't despair, It's not the end of the world, find a friend or relative and spend some time with, I'm sure you'll find some comfort speaking with them. But please, please, don't hit the bottle.