I Am Getting a Divorce

I thought I was over it. The pain, the hurt, the remorse. But I am struggling. Everyday I am struggling to find a reason to live. To move forward. To forget the memories of my life. My family and my kids. I miss them all so much and it hurts. God please hear my prayers and make it not hurt so much. I am so sad. I am so alone. I am devastated. I have lost everything I own. To the heartache. To the tears, to the poison the usurps my veins. Please god, make it not so painful. Make it not so bad. I beg you. MAke this end.