I have a 16 year old daughter that

Only lives in my mind.. she’s from a life i left behind and i blame my father and hers for that..

I cried a lot over it but she doesn't exist.. because she was never born.. but she lives on in my minds eye..

I lost her the day i almost died.. idk if its my fault or theirs or anyones or just a great number of misfortunes combined..

An inhospitable world and time..

Do unborn children go to heaven? Does that really exist?? A better place.. unlike here..

So many things wrong in the world..

I always miss you.. ive never seen you.. yet i see you always in my mind..