I see you in pain, I see you in tears crying because you finally realize how much you hurt me, how much you need me, and how much you want my forgiveness. Only now you see just how much pain you caused me, how much you messed me up, and how much you neglected me..
See, we have been through this, over and over again. You hurt me, I leave, you apologize and I come back, just so we can start the whole thing over, each time causing more and more pain than the last. Well, I am done, I am so done, I am tired, I have decided to end the circle, and strive for the happiness I know I deserve, I know I have owned...
I nearly died the last time you did this to me, I don’t have the strength to force another forgiveness, I can’t keep passing the page for someone that keeps making the same mistake. I have to show up for myself, be there for him, care for him, love and nurture him, he is all I got, he is me, and a part of him is forever lost thanks to you… I must hold on to whatever is left.
Go ahead and put on an Oscar-worthy-performance, the decision has been made.
