I hv some relatives who say I'm like their life, they make me feel that importance I've in their life time to time, soo lovely, I work hard to live up

their hopes also I've those relatives who curse me to die , not even behind me but on m face , how better it'll be without me , wow, no idea , what I've done, there are some, they hated me since like forever, even when I was a child it was clear tht they never lik me, it hurts but now I'm trying to distance myself from them, so my presence is not a good thing, still they blame how bad child I'm, I should treat every relatives in same eye , I did try to be positive always but it's too much really, it's hard to manage when ure tht single big kid in family, elders can be unfair but I can't and their reasons are silly supposedly 🙇‍♀️ I behave well, was never rude or a wild child with bad manner still it has always been this way, I don't know what's thr real grudge n may be it's karma of pastilfe, I myst have done something not right then in this life they're here as my own people to hurt me more so oky Ive accepted & I'll try to do my duty nmw