I should enjoy breaks from my baby, but I really don’t

Desmond and I stay at our sister’s every weekend, pretty much. During that time, my sister is more than happy to take care of Lucas all weekend long. But I’ve learned that I can’t go even a weekend without being with my baby. 🥺 Every weekend, it’s the same: I might enjoy some downtime for a good while, but then I’ll feel separation anxiety from Lucas to where it’s waking me up at night and I just want to be with him. 😢 It’s the same with poor Lucas. He does fine with my sister for a long while, but he’ll eventually start getting fussy and just want to be with me. The feeling really is mutual. My son and I, we just need each other. 💕