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I Wish Babies Stayed Babies Forever

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This morning, after sending my fifteen-year-old off for holiday class, I was at the lift landing when a father pushed his bike out out of the lift. A little baby boy was perched in the back. He must be slightly less than two years old. He was not a very chubby boy but looked really cute with a little red cotton cap on his head. His eyes did not leave me as his father prepared to mount the bike. As I entered the lift, he was still staring. I smiled. Then, the strangest thing happened. He lifted his little arm and waved me goodbye. Through the lift window, I waved back vigorously. This little gesture really made my day.

Back home, I think back to the time my boy was that age. He had soft hair and skinny arms just like that little baby. Those years before he started school were the best ones but I was working full time and had little time to spend with him. But I remember precious moments so vividly - the way he would suck the little ice cubes and bite into them, how his little fingers would open up to grasp my hair or face, how he would refuse to go take his bath and once in the bath, refuse to come out, much to the exasperation of his granny.

I feel a little sad that those years pass so quickly. And now, other than photos and objects to remind me of them, they seem to have been from another realm.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
Once in a while I get my 6'4 " giant in a hug ,and wonder where my chubby little boy went ,,his hair was long and curly like mine ,had to have cowboy boots just like Papaw ,same kind of western shirts ,,he was a mini me
But the man he has become amazes me too ,and I love when he posts on face book and people who have known him all his life tell him how proud they are of him and what an awesome man he has become
I want to post "Thats my Boy "
He adds sometimes I had good examples ,my Mom and my Papaw
Last night I looked at my son as he takes up the whole couch ,and he used to sleep in a special pillow I have with pockets for ice packs
the center has no batting in it ,,so we used to put their rears in the hole and heads up on the sides ,,now he loves to use the pillow for a pillow
I miss my babies ,,but if my son turns out to be half the man my grandson is
He has my Dads entire name ,big shoes to fill ,,I know he won't let me down
MY grandson is his idol ,,they both make me so proud
I would be selfish to not want to see what they become ,so I don't have to let go of my baby
My daughter said today to my son
"I have moved home 3 times ,and Dad never made it so good I didn't want to leave ,but he always let me know I was home "
I didn't want her to stay long ,,its always hard to see them go AGAIN
but go they must ,,they are all self reliant ,,thats how I want them
novembermoon · 51-55
Thanks for sharing. It's true. I want him to be independent and resilient too. But part of being a mama is also refusing to let go of that small boy no matter how big he is grown.@rckt148
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@novembermoon I know dear
I was a single parent ,3 girls ,raised my grandkids too
But its so hard letting them try their wings once ,by the 3rd time you want to say ,,You know that will always be you're room and they kids have theirs
But you know it won't last ,they are going to leave again
So I want it as quick as possible ,and I help them look for places
The longer they stay ,the harder it is on me when they go
I don't want to be alone 5 days a week waiting for my son to come home for the weekend ,but I need them to be problem solvers and leaders
They can't run to me for help and advice once I am cremated and scattered into the sea ,I need to know they got it now ,,and they do
Cierzo · M
Is there something more touching than a kid's innocent smile?

It is really a pity that work prevented you from spending more time with your kid. At least you have great memories.
Awww...I'm sailing in the same boat, my friend. It's not easy....😕
novembermoon · 51-55
@Vivaci you have grown-up kids as well? They're so different now from when they were small.
@novembermoon yeah, I do. My only son is in senior high....lol...and I'm glad he's grown up, but miss those days when he was a kid....😇

I was v lucky to have spent a lot of time bringing him up though. Aaah...sweet childhood memories of my little baby. 😍 Truly golden.
SW-User
He’s going to come back. My mum once put a broad cast on the radio saying she was missing me and wondering how I was going on. I didn’t get to hear it as we wasn’t allowed any technology on the trip but she told me when I got back.
JustNik · 51-55, F
🤗🤗🤗 I miss all the versions of my children as though they were different people. I only had two, but I miss many more. Memories from different lives it feels like.
novembermoon · 51-55
So true, Nik!@JustNik
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novembermoon · 51-55
😂😂😂@sspec
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