I think its very fucking wrong to drug your child.

Uh no, drugging your child is in no way fine.

I sometimes “ride the Q train “ (NyQuil )

Did your father approve?

In ireland it's common to use a little bit of alcohol in the bottle

Just because something is "common" doesn't make it right.

And "most nights"?? That's insane. That's abuse. Hopefully nothing is wrong with your brain or body because of it!

Please understand how alarming and wrong this is.

Where was your aunt while she "put you down most nights".. and why didn't she help. She's just as guilty as your mum!

In my neck of the woods it's called child abuse.

Not a good thing to do to a child.