I hate my mother.

She said i will fail my studies and commit suicide. She keep sabotaging me at the same time putting money for my education. She sacrifices lot of her money for my education but treats me so bad all the time. She put high expectations on me as if i am not allowed to be normal and also never gave me any confidence to pass and always keeps saying only negative things of me failing and also if i did fail she told me i should commit suicide , even if there are normal or low wage jobs i can do she said i should commit suicide failing my studies.