I hate my mother.

She said i will fail my studies and commit suicide. She keep sabotaging me at the same time putting money for my education. She put high expectations on me as if i am not allowed to be normal and also never gave me any confidence to pass and always keeps saying only negative things of me failing and also if i did fail she told me i should commit suicide , even if there are normal or low wage jobs i can do she said i should commit suicide failing my studies.

Top | New | Old

eyeno · M

First I'd like to say I'm sorry it happened to you.

I grew up with negativity from harsh verbal abuse, yet I understood thart my dad had PTSD from the war, so I just accepted it and in my heart forgave him for his wrongs.
In his last years we became good friends, everyone else shunned him including family.

You see instead of holding on to all that pain I looked on the positive side of things and remembered the good times we did spend together.
Our job is to take the good things our parents taught us making sure we don't repeat the negative ones shown or done to us.

In that way we break the Chains that bind us.

sahi81 · 26-30, F

@eyeno why everyone else shunned him? did he behave badly towards them too?

This message was deleted by its author.

This comment is hidden. Show Comment

SinlessOnslaught · M

What an awful thing to do to your child. Hugs.

sahi81 · 26-30, F

@SinlessOnslaught idk if she doing it intentionally but she is this way to me always ( hateful, discouraging, negative, paranoid, bully and jealous but at same time sacrificial of her money for my education ). She acts so unaware but i am being so careful, idk whom to trust, even own parent.

Strictmichael75 · 61-69, M

How awful
You are brave and strong
You will continue

Add a comment...