Update from yesterday

Mom's still angry for some reason, she yelled at me for TWO dear hours, nonstop. Talking about how stressed she is and how much she did for me. I appreciate her actions a lot but seems like she just wanted to throw a tantrum. Then she asked me, why don't I have those 'big dreams' like the other kids, saying in few years I'm going to college and I'm useless and embarrassing to be her child. I told her I used to have this dream, to become an architect. But the reason it faded way is because she always said that when I graduate, I won't have a job. Now, I feel pointless and empty. It's like repeating. Does she still remember that I'm still too young to carry all her stress and blabber. Thank you, dear readers. I can't think of anything more to write but I will update my life again later, just know that I feel pissed as heck because of her actions.