The truth comes out

My mom should have left my dad and instead used me to be that void she felt from him. And it turn it’s completely fucked me up yet still tells me she doesn’t regret it essentially. And I feel bad for her. But I feel angry too. Because I needed a mother. And now even that word triggers me. It’s very conflicting and I feel disgusting

You know AI has been helping me realize how fucked up my childhood actually was