Started abusing drugs again.

Now my stomach hurts, I regret eating those oxytocin. Still feeling high though!!!!

I and so stressed lately and everything going on in my personal life. Especially when i have absolutely no one irl to lean on for emotional support during this time if and when time does come.
Really fighting that urge to grab alcohol 🍸 just to ease my worries. I hate seeing my dad look so sick, hate the waiting for the results. I been crying my eyes out and praying more than ever these last few days omg.