A sad Thursday yet again
My dads struggling for comfort during his aggressive cancer diagnosis.
I had a good visit today and he's talking ok and aware of everything but then can get VERY abrasive within a minute. He occasionally would snap at me without this disease but not THIS harshly. I read that's a symptom people have when their mind feels it's the end.
His hands were cold again, and I felt so helpless. That's another symptom of the aggressive cancer.
I'm glad we watched a show together, and he said, Ive always loved you.🙁 He was very neglectful for a lot of my life, but I could at least ask him advice. I'm just so sad at this horrible diagnosis, and treatment is not really an option. We are getting a third opinion next week on a zoom call with an oncologist, but I know it might be a No to chemo again. I just wish we could get even six months more. 😟(They believe just weeks to a couple months)
I had a good visit today and he's talking ok and aware of everything but then can get VERY abrasive within a minute. He occasionally would snap at me without this disease but not THIS harshly. I read that's a symptom people have when their mind feels it's the end.
His hands were cold again, and I felt so helpless. That's another symptom of the aggressive cancer.
I'm glad we watched a show together, and he said, Ive always loved you.🙁 He was very neglectful for a lot of my life, but I could at least ask him advice. I'm just so sad at this horrible diagnosis, and treatment is not really an option. We are getting a third opinion next week on a zoom call with an oncologist, but I know it might be a No to chemo again. I just wish we could get even six months more. 😟(They believe just weeks to a couple months)
