Wish I Had A Sibling 😒😒
The worst emotion known as jealousy keeps getting ignited every time I see siblings together or hear stories about siblings and how they got each other's back and guide each other or what one does for the other
Even in everyday lifestyle. I was always alone and didn't understand a lot of things and learnt things very late because I was alone growing up
Then u hear, my brother or sister did this or for me or bought this or that for me or 2 of them jus having this good laugh and weird understanding between each other. Usually capped of with the remark "its a sibling thing"
I think I changed the whole mood of the room when I said "I wouldn't know, I was always alone"
Shouldn't have said that but a part of it hurt because knowing my mum had a miscarriage before me made it more difficult because I keep thinking and wondering how much more different life could have been
Even in everyday lifestyle. I was always alone and didn't understand a lot of things and learnt things very late because I was alone growing up
Then u hear, my brother or sister did this or for me or bought this or that for me or 2 of them jus having this good laugh and weird understanding between each other. Usually capped of with the remark "its a sibling thing"
I think I changed the whole mood of the room when I said "I wouldn't know, I was always alone"
Shouldn't have said that but a part of it hurt because knowing my mum had a miscarriage before me made it more difficult because I keep thinking and wondering how much more different life could have been
